This week was one of my most stressful weeks so far. First, I had my WA3 due, then I had a pre-cal test on Wednesday, my Chemistry mid-term on Thursday, and then my “sister’s” wedding on Saturday. I was freaking out all week, but being able to go to the different events during Commerce Week on Writing was a great stress relief. Even though this events were mandatory and for grades for English class I will did enjoy and get something from every event that I was able to attend.
Extended Fieldnotes for Panel on 10/22:
The four Ph.D. students’ papers were amazing. Each of their stories inspired me in different ways. When Professor Donna Dunbar-Odom got up to read a paper from one of her student’s that was unable to attend, I was so confused at what was going on because she really didn’t explain much before she began reading. I knew that she was the teacher, but she was up their reading a paper as if she was the student, so it wasn’t until after she finished talking that it was clarified what was going on. However, because of this confusion I was unable to really listen to what she was saying because I was so lost. This happened again at the end of the panel when the final Ph.D. student, Anna-Marie Lopez, presented her paper. I don’t know if it was because she was last and by that time I was so overwhelmed by the first three that I was unable to follow what she was saying, or if it was because she was reading so fast and then skipping through her paper which was very distracting to me, or if it was just thtat I didn’t find a connection with her paper that I found with the two men that spoke before her. The two men that presented their papers really were good. I was able to connect with each of them. My second favorite was definitely the second speaker, JP Sloth. His dedication to his work in the seminary was inspiring. I can’t believe everything that he has done for his education. You could tell he had had numerous hours of practice speaking in front of people. My favorite speaker was by far the third Ph.D. student’s story. Wade Thompson’s story was so depressing that it really made me feel blessed with what I have in my life. To think that his brother was so mean to him his entire life just because he was different is disturbing. My sister and I get in fights all the time and we say awful things to each other and I’m really the meaner sister, but I would never do any of the things that his brother did to him. I also can’t believe that someone he called his friend could leave him on a trip and then not notice he was gone. I wish that I could have been his friend growing up because I would have stood up for him and not have allowed people to degrade him all those years. However, I’m so proud that he was able to overcome that adversity and continue to do something like writing and reading that makes him happy. I wonder, though, how many people like Mr. Thompson are humiliated and put down so much that the only escape and safe place they have is in their writings and books.
What surprised me?
I was so surprised it how much I liked and enjoyed each event. I really had no interest in going to any of these events at the beginning of the week. However, I was so shocked at how interesting and fun the events were to attend. Both of the panels were appealing to me because I was able to relate to the small town lives of two of the panels from Tuesday and to the dedication of JP Sloth on Thursday.
What intrigued me?
I was very intrigued at the open mic night at Cowhill. I loved all the poems that were read even though most of them went over my head, I was able to see the passion that some of the people held for what they were reading or singing or playing on stage. Each of them had a sort of emotion that was coming through their eyes. Some had just the annoyance of having to be there for a class and wanting to get over with, and others had the love that they had for their music or poetry. I was captivated by this because to see someone else have so much passion for something is amazing, and it inspires me to find something in my life that brings me as much joy as music and poetry brings to the people at Cowhill that night.
What disturbed me?
I was disturbed by how little of respect I showed these people before I went to any of the events. At the beginning of the week, I had thought the first panel on Tuesday would just be a few old professors and alumnus that talked about the history of their lives and of Commerce. To me that sounded so boring but in the end it turned out to be very interesting. Also, I thought the four Ph.D. students on Thursday were just going to be some nerds that stood behind a podium and talked about literacy “sponsors” in their lives. This had no appeal to me as well because I had no interest in hearing about someone else’s life when I could be out doing something to help me better mine. But I ended up learning a lot from the speakers especially the two men about dedication and respect for others. Towards the end of the week when I was suppose to go to Cowhill, I figured that I would run into some gothic, depressing poetry people; however, everyone that was in attendance seemed to be really nice, happy, and upbeat. I guess this whole week taught me not to be so judgmental of people which I knew that I had a problem with in before this week, but I had never had my judgments thrown back in my face like they were this week.
Chapter 7, Box 30:
The chapter was on analyzing archives and artifacts in our research area. My research doesn’t really have any basis on the archives in the Commerce men’s basketball team; however, I do think that it would be beneficial for us to take a look at all the banners that line the walls of the gym. All of the teams in the past that are represented by those banners have a story. Those teams did something to get the honor of having a banner hung in the gym. So if we possibly get in touch with some former players and see if they remember how they use to read their teammates, coaches, opponents, etc. Getting in touch with former players will not be a problem because my uncle used to play for Commerce and I’m sure that he kept in touch with some of his teammates. Also with the head coach of the past 19 years, Sam Walker can probably get Andrew and me in contact with a few former players. Just by noticing a artifact as simple as a banner hanging on the wall can lead someone to some of the most important parts of their research. It would also be interesting to look at how the players on the team today look at the banners if they look at them for inspiration, or for pride. The banners are a symbol in the gym that holds a lot of information about the Commerce men’s basketball team.